Here are some things that have been going trough my mind lately, may not make much sense and not really connected to each other.
Well I've got plenty
You're the one who's missing out
But you won't notice
'Til after five years
If you'll live that long
You'll wake up
All loveless"
Right...
It's quite easy (and perhaps comforting) to believe that you're missing out on something by.. (I'm not really in the mood to talk about it), and yet I can't help but to feel the exact opposite (well, not really the exact opposite, the other opposite). It's all very relative, maybe everything could be better for someone, or worse for someone else. All I know is I don't know you, or at least not as much as I used to. You are quite different from everyone else, you are not afraid and, above everything, you are different in all the little aspects that matter the most. It's well know that I'm not the biggest fan of the human race and you happen to be different from what I hate, how could I not fall? how could I stop wanting to be close to someone who happens to be everything I love? I don't want anything, just knowing that people like you actually exist is plenty for me. There shouldn't have to be winners or losers.
I dare you to show me your plams and prove me right or wrong, I dare you to find all what you look for in me, I dare you never to forget me, I dare you to tell me every thought that has gone trough your mind.
-But I'm not saying you should take any of them-."
"People don't longer care for life, I can now expect the worse"
"I believe that every human being with a high level of love for themselves, is either stupid or in denial, which also applies to human beings who hate themselves. -But that's just a thought to start something I don't feel like writing tonight-."
"Abortion is wrong no matter where I see it from, or how many reasons can be given to me."
"Lately, German class is making me feel like this --> u_u and if it wasn't because I know it will be useful in a not so distant future and because I'd feel like a fucking failure, I'd drop out."
"I really hate colds and it's getting quite annoying, did it have to be on Halloween night?
Yes, it did."
"I recently found out that most of the things I don't like in people can be found in most of my friends and I'm not quite sure whether it means that I don't really care for those things but for people as a whole and I'm quite tolerant after all or that there's something really wrong with me and I need to get some new friends, the truth might be just that these are the people I know the most and it's quite inevitable to hate somethings.
(I have the need to clarify that not everything I hate is found in every single one of my friends, just one or two things per friend =D)"
"Reading makes me feel happy and I really missed it."
Well that's plenty for tonight.
"
"You think you're denying me of somethingYou're the one who's missing out
But you won't notice
'Til after five years
If you'll live that long
You'll wake up
All loveless"
5 Years, Björk
Right...
It's quite easy (and perhaps comforting) to believe that you're missing out on something by.. (I'm not really in the mood to talk about it), and yet I can't help but to feel the exact opposite (well, not really the exact opposite, the other opposite). It's all very relative, maybe everything could be better for someone, or worse for someone else. All I know is I don't know you, or at least not as much as I used to. You are quite different from everyone else, you are not afraid and, above everything, you are different in all the little aspects that matter the most. It's well know that I'm not the biggest fan of the human race and you happen to be different from what I hate, how could I not fall? how could I stop wanting to be close to someone who happens to be everything I love? I don't want anything, just knowing that people like you actually exist is plenty for me. There shouldn't have to be winners or losers.
I dare you to show me your plams and prove me right or wrong, I dare you to find all what you look for in me, I dare you never to forget me, I dare you to tell me every thought that has gone trough your mind.
-But I'm not saying you should take any of them-."
"People don't longer care for life, I can now expect the worse"
"I believe that every human being with a high level of love for themselves, is either stupid or in denial, which also applies to human beings who hate themselves. -But that's just a thought to start something I don't feel like writing tonight-."
"Abortion is wrong no matter where I see it from, or how many reasons can be given to me."
"Lately, German class is making me feel like this --> u_u and if it wasn't because I know it will be useful in a not so distant future and because I'd feel like a fucking failure, I'd drop out."
"I really hate colds and it's getting quite annoying, did it have to be on Halloween night?
Yes, it did."
"I recently found out that most of the things I don't like in people can be found in most of my friends and I'm not quite sure whether it means that I don't really care for those things but for people as a whole and I'm quite tolerant after all or that there's something really wrong with me and I need to get some new friends, the truth might be just that these are the people I know the most and it's quite inevitable to hate somethings.
(I have the need to clarify that not everything I hate is found in every single one of my friends, just one or two things per friend =D)"
"Reading makes me feel happy and I really missed it."
Well that's plenty for tonight.
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