Today something brought me back to my past, a place I don't quite want to be at right now. I've realized how nothing's ever they way I think it'd be, but something different, which only reassueres what I've always "believed" in, things are always trying to surprise me, no matter how many different beginnings, how many different scenarios, how many different lines or how many different endings, they never get to come true, just the only little things I miss are the ones who actually come into being. Maybe if I was more of a pessimist my life'd be better...
I am very well used to getting my hopes up for anything, but if I think about it enough I always arrieve at the same conclusion; I don't want anything but... No matter how many chances, no matter how good the might seem, theres always an "option" that looks way better than the others, I afraind I'll never be happy because nothing will ever top that, much less go over it.
There's time and a lot more to get to know, I should not give much thought into it, and perhaps it'll be just as good as I'd imagine it.
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