[25-02-09]

Two, three emotions per second. The sounds outside my head couldn't be any more different. My eyes are open to a whole new perspective, and my reason comes down to a not so simple part of life, which I cannot avoid as much as I want to. And yet a huge weight is lifted, I get to breathe and everything is simpler than I ever imagined. I'm about to start, even though it may seem too late. It never meant that everything was wrong and should change, I have dreams I'd like to follow, different things I'd like to to happen, hopes and expectations I just cannot let go of, simply because the only thought of them makes me smile, and it's good to smile. I might be wrong or I might be right, it's completely besides the point, because at the end none of that matters at all. I'll live one day at a time, getting by, looking ahead to the day I die.